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I know it has been a while since I wrote in here last, but a lots been going on. I know my attitude lately has sucked, I think I know why.



You see, this girl basically broke my heart recently, without us actually being together. Led me on, lied to me, made me feel wonderful, then dropped me suddenly. A lot of people I have talked to about this have asked me why this hurt me so bad, I think I know why.



She was a girl I crushed on and never assumed to get a crush on me back. It surprised me, and I finally felt happy. Ever since my first heartbreak, I have always settled for less (I guess) than what I deserve. It was a horrible heartbreak since I didn't even see it coming; we never fought, we always laughed and smiled together, and it just came from no where. Ever since then I have lowered my standards (for the most part) to people who don't treat me the best to make sure I would never be heartbroken like that again. When I have a crush I put them on such a high pedastool that I would never understand why someone that amazing would ever like me. When she liked me I felt amazing, so to have her lead me on like that then drop me, it devastated me a lot more than it should have, since we weren't even together.



I have come up with this conclusion on my own and it seems to make sense to me, the only problem is I don't know how to fix it. I am terrified to be hurt like that again.

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Sangreas
19:15 Dec 12 2013

At times letting go of one Thing bring you to another.

Look at it from the bright side

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